sealed deal

I lost a brother to this shit, I can barely sleep, I paid David on the chain, cause I can't see him breath, I know my momma need her son, but I don't need a thing, shit, I don't need a thing
Everybody ran on me, when I needed some help, I put that gun on my waist and did it myself, When I'm in love with my pills, I can't kill myself, But I love how they feel, so I'm killin' myself, She said I'm acting dumb, but how the fuck I'm supposed to heal, I put that red inside my cup, now I drown in hell, My ex really done with me, shit, that's a done deal, I can't drink no bullshit, I need it all sealed, I can't drink no bullshit, I need it all sealed, Lost zell to this shit, I can't see him again, If I get super high, I hope he there to hold my hand
If I get super high, I hope David here to hold my hand, I put my faith in myself, so I can't friend no man, Got nobody really see me, I be makin' plans, I got shit to do, so I gotta make these bands
Got shit to do, so I gotta make these bands, Got shit to do, so I gotta make these bands, Riches bands, Lost a brother to this shit so I could barely sleep, I bet David on this chain, cause I can't see no dream, I know my momma need her son, but I don't need a thing, Shit, I'm actin' dumb but how the fuck I'm supposed to help, Everybody run on me when I needed some help, I bet that gun on my waist and did it myself

Man, I'm in love with these feels, I can't kill myself, But I love how they feel, so I'm killin' myself, I bet that red inside my cup, now I'm drownin' in hell, My ex really done with me, shit, that's a done deal, I can't drink no bullshit, I need it all sealed