Scum Like Me

Me....
All I wanted in my life was to be seen
It was all or nothing
Nothing in between
I had to prove myself
Stronger than my needs

In time
When I was giving up the fight to carry on
When all the happiness inside of me was gone
It didn't matter what I did cuz all was wrong

There's a part of me
Who just can't see
Why you believe in a scum like me
I care no more
Why can't you see
I'm thinking of being loved

I feel
That I've been holding on too long to history
My mistakes have been the same repetitively
It's a feeling of mistake and misery

A voice
Always questioning everything I do
It's always there to make me feel a kinda? blue
Makes me feel that I am nothing but a fool

Chorus

Instead
Of being proud of all the good
Things that I've gone
I take a step aside, I hit and run
Cuz I feel that I have fooled you all along
Cuz when you look under the surface
You will see
That what you think is big and strong
Is only me