Screw up

[intro](words=89)
Now theres one thing that i never got to say
Cause I was afraid to say say it, but now I'm not
I just hope its not to late, but I know it might be because hes gone
For that I'm sorry, (Kevin I'm so sorry)
But they say he'll be looking down on me, but i really hope he is
Cuase I never got to tell him that I'm a screw up
But don't you dare tell me I'm not, cause deep down i know I am

[Chorus](words= 90)
Now I'm standing here before all of you today, to tell you something I shoulda told you before you died
I'm just a screw up(Kevin I screwed up)
All my life, I screwed up both our lives, now I'll never get to say goodbye
Now I'm standing here before all of you today, to tell you something I shoulda told you before you died
I'm just a screw up(Kevin I screwed up)
All my life, I screwed up both our lives, now I'll never get to say goodbye

[Verse 1](words= 246)
Cause no matter what i do, what I says
All i can do is screw it up, maybe I'm just screwed up
Cause I'm cursed to write the verse, even when I'm in the hurse I'll still be cursed
Cause i screwed up, but unlike the rest I ain't gonna lie or even cry about
Cause I made my bed, now your dead, cause that's all she said
Now some times i get mad, but mostly sad
Like casting a spell, I fell down a well
Traped in a jail, made outta my own denial, denied bail
Cause i failed, so don't send me any mail, just buy a boat and sail away from all my failure
Cause i just don't know why I can't stop the lying, even when you we're dying
Now I'm just crying,, cause without you I'm just dying inside
But srill i don't know why I lie or even why you had to die
But its hard, I'm climbing up these stairs
But like a game of of truth or dare, life ain't fare.l
Cause all the do is gather around and stare at me, so I panic
Sometimes. I walk around frantic, I feel like I'm volcanic
People talking Hispanic, but i don't wanna be gigantic
Cause I'm not uranic, cause this shit is not organic
But don't call me romantic,cause not even a mechanic can fix me
So throw me into the atlantic, cause I'll just sink like the titanic
To the bottom I go, I don't care if I ever get to the top, so no mom, I won't go, not even in neverwary
Cause I wong6 go back to big top without him

[Chorus](words= 90)
Now I'm standing here before all of you today, to tell you something I shoulda told you before you died
I'm just a screw up(Kevin I screwed up)
All my life, I screwed up both our lives, now I'll never get to say goodbye
Now I'm standing here before all of you today, to tell you something I shoulda told you before you died
I'm just a screw up(Kevin I screwed up)
All my life, I screwed up both our lives, now I'll never get to say goodbye

[verse 2](words=195)
All I ever did was lie, now I'm crying, dying inside
Like its hide and seek I always try to hide, but they always find
Maria and james all the do is yell, like a witch she tryna cast a spell
Yeah i get there kids have big mouth, and I'm not just talking about Pam
But why must they yell at me, tell the words just fall out my mouth. at random
Man I'm so tired of life, I don't care if I ever get a wife, cause its like playing with a knife
Play this game, but all i get is shame
Cause I tried to play the game and take all the blame away from me
But did I really(did I really)
Cause no matter how many times i threw the blame away and played the game
It necer really seemed to go awsy(go away)
But then again, they say what goes around comes back around
But i never ment to put the blame on you(on you)
Now through the ashes I feel so ashamed(so ashamed)

[outro](worss=30)
Cause I don't know why i didint tell the truth
Cause maybe if i did I wouldve been able to see you(to see you)
But now I'm just too late(I'm too late)
Cause your gone now(cause your gone now)
I'm a screw up(I'm a screw up)