​schizophrenia

[Intro]
I'm sorry that I'm crying right now but
I'm drunk and um, I miss you so much
And I know this is bullshit

[Verse]
I'ma up the top then I drop it
Watch this, I got a lot of people on my watch list (Because you found a new perfect girl for you)
Blossoms, bitch I'm still sad, but I'm flossin'
Stone cold heart, stone cold, Steve Austin (But I miss you so much)
Empty pill bottles layin' around my apartment
Toxic, don't know why I'm so fuckin' toxic (I can't say that I love you)
Voices in my head and they won't stop talkin' (Because that a huge ass word but)
When's this shit gon' end? I'ma be inside a coffin
Please leave me alone
I got these voices inside of my dome (Please leave a message after the tone)
I am so lost, I just wanna go home
I am so lost, I just wanna go home
Don't wanna talk, so don't hit up my phone
Don't wanna talk, so just leave me alone, yeah (There's a lot of alcohol in my system right now)
Yeah, I've been lonely, everybody's told me (Your call has been forwarded to an automatic voice message system)
But if you got a problem, come and fold me
25 hollow tips, now they all in my head
Can't escape this, I'm already dead
Can't escape this, I've already paved this
This is just a game and I can't stop playin' (How are you?)
Used to be so great, I don't know what happened
I cannot be helped, why am I just so sad
No fakin', man that shit's contagious (What's going on?)
Ain't nobody listen to the music that I'm makin' (I called and I want to fucking listen to you)
I'm sorry, 'cause this is some bullshit, 'cause I didn't want to hurt you, I-I could