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I-I
I think of you a bunch
And it's cool as fuck
Lemme know if I'm doing too much or I'm not doing enough
We were both playing scary games with the lights off
And I thought about how anything I do with you is fun
Is that what you want to do and I look up to you and shrug
Can you tell me something good for you?
Tell me bad news, it sucks
Holy shit I'm super sus
You can't 1v1 me on Rust
There's a thing that lifts me up
When the two of us touch

And this feeling, I can't stop
When I think of you, I blush
All the [?] with blush
Then I knew you put it on
Then I fell into your arms
Then I felt my body crush
In one swift and painless rush
Now I'm living this much
Every time I almost touch
This big door and open it up
The hallway just gets more long
I chase it and run
I've been filling up
With my own little bluff
I swear I tried but it's tough
I'm crushing like a bug

And it's been so hard
Tryna find some way to talk
I just wanted to feel loved
And to know we were still friends
I don't know where I'd end up without the people I love
I just wanna make some positive impact or something
I just really wanna feel like I actually did something
Yeah, there'll always be someone
That's gon' hurt me like it's fun
But I used to just feel nothing
And I take that train no matter what just to feel love again
'Cause with you I feel dumb
And I shattered all these pieces of myself around the stars
Then I'll put myself together and fall back into your arms
And it's dark, I hope you find a way to say hi when you're gone
Like how when you leave my house
This feeling stays around so long

You wanted silent [?]
Happy for her
It's all attractive, horrific but love is

I've been bottled up, all that's in me
All things there's no words for, no describing
You held me and then let go
Ghostly and floating around in the air
Feel like utter compulsion, there's nobody there
It's like a wonderful [?] on [us for stares?]

No Blair
I'm Blair
I'm Blair
I'm Blair
I'm Blair