Scary

[Chorus]
Scars on my wrist make me look like I'm scary
Scars on my wrist make me look like I'm scary
The thought of dying young isn't new, it don't scare me
Nobody can handle all the weight that I carry
Nobody can dig up all the feelings I buried
Hidin', I'm so numb, I'm so dead inside already
This money brought me down, these people never fight fairly
Everyday I wake up, I pray that my mind spares me

[Verse 1]
Rolling up this weed up in my Lambo
Watch it when I speed up, I might crash, ho
Every night I'm geeked up, spittin' sad flows
Every night I dream of all my shadows
Startin' up a potion, then I blast off
I'm alone, I'm broken, with the mask on
Stuck in my emotions, that I laugh off
I ain't got no hope, bitch, only cashed up
Maybe I'll be free when I burn to ashes
When I rise, I'll sing while the devil dances
When the night sky weeps, it reveals my gashes
I'll still be sad when it's out of fashion
I ain't got no spirit to say, it's M.I.A
I lived my whole life runnin' away, I'm never safe
And I feel like I'm locked up in chains, I'll never pray
And I ain't out here tryin' to change, 'cause I'm afraid
I'm just me, I ain't special
I'm a freak, I'm regretful
On my knees weak, I tremble
I lowkey leave my vessel
Every thought is existential
Every breath I take is stressful
And all these motherfuckin' -

[Chorus]
Scars on my wrist make me look like I'm scary
Scars on my wrist make me look like I'm scary
The thought of dying young isn't new, it don't scare me
Nobody can handle all the weight that I carry
Nobody can dig up all the feelings I buried
Hidin', I'm so numb, I dead inside already
This money brought me down, these people never fight fairly
Everyday I wake up, I pray that my mind spares me