Scars

[Chorus]
Living with scars, two attempts on my arms
I learned all about love when I let down my guard
I learned more about me when my world fell apart
I’m not weak but I weep when I look to the stars
Living with scars, I’m living with scars
Damaged, who isn’t? I get it, life’s hard
Unpacking my feelings, the ones that are dark
Cuz I keep the other ones close to my...
Living with scars, two attempts on my arms
I learned all about love when I let down my guard
I learned more about me when my world fell apart
I’m not weak but I weep when I look to the stars
Living with scars, I’m living with scars
Damaged, who isn’t? I get it, lifе’s hard
Unpacking my feelings, the ones that are dark
Cuz I keep thе other ones close to my heart

[Verse 1]
I’ve been awake the last three sixty five
Thinking about life, regrets eat me alive
Fuck it though, it’s been one hell of a ride
I’m making changes but memories don’t die
No social life, I'm all alone at night
Tryna learn to be okay inside my sober mind
Always tired, my anxiety’s on overdrive
Don’t want a normal life, I’m not a normal guy (Huh)
26 and counting, ghosts of the past all around me, I’m surrounded
Everybody tells me I'll be fine, but I doubt it
That know I got trauma but they don't know shit about it
I don’t tell ‘em shit about it
The past is a lesson, it's not a life sentence
But here in the present, I still sense it’s presence
I’m constantly stressing, don’t know where I’m headed
I’m seeking direction, rebuilding my essence
Back against the wall, I still gotta ball
I still have a dream, I still want it all
No one checks on me, no one ever calls
Focusing on me, fixing all my faults
Solitude’s making me stronger but colder
Don’t trust a soul so I look over my shoulder
I’ll be remembered when everything's over
DempseyRollBoy, I’m a popular loner

[Chorus]
Living with scars, two attempts on my arms
I learned all about love when I let down my guard
I learned more about me when my world fell apart
I’m not weak but I weep when I look to the stars
Living with scars, I’m living with scars
Damaged, who isn’t? I get it, life’s hard
Unpacking my feelings, the ones that are dark
Cuz I keep the other ones close to my heart (Yeah)

[Verse 2]
I keep the other ones private, they’re mine
I don’t share those emotions with no one
Yeah, I keep those parts of myself to myself
Cuz I’m scared that they won’t mean as much if I show ‘em, but I’m telling y’all
I’ll never fit in for real, I’m not even kidding
Outgrowing everyone around me cuz my energy’s shifted
I’m not gon’ be home that much longer and I’m not gonna miss it
Cuz I got shit to see and do, yeah I ain’t done enough living
I could’ve never predicted so many changes so quickly
It took a minute to process it all, then everything hit me
That it ain’t nobody with me and it ain’t nobody coming
Instead of letting that kill me, I brush it off like it’s nothing
I’m living with scars, two attempts on my arms
They're a part of my story, they’ll never be gone
Some days I’ll be weak and some days I’ll be strong
But no matter what happens, the show must go on