Scars

[Intro]
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[Verse 1]
Yeah
I don't know how to feel, it's so confusing lately
And the person that I look at in the mirror fucking hates me
And he wakes me when I'm sleeping to remind me that I missed you
'Til I remember all the shit I went through with you
And regret turns into apathy
I feel nothing for half these girls who try and chat with me
Cause actually, I can see the transformation happening
Or maybe that's just me imagining
Can't get my bearings; all the highs and lows are drastic
I go from tragic to fantastic, man, I'm manic
I've always been an addict; I'm a fiend for bad decisions
Pouring money down my throat and spending time with easy women
It's reminiscent of a different time and place
My mask's been off for so long, I've forgotten it's my face
The same shit, all that changes is the day
Now they just know me by a different name

[Hook]
I don't know who I am anymore
The real me can't be found
I fear what I'm becoming
But I can't turn back now
I don't know who I am anymore
The real me can't be found
I fear what I'm becoming
But I can't turn back now

[Verse 2]
Yeah
Pour me a drink, I write better when intoxicated
I lie sober; when I'm drunk, I don't feel obligated
My conscience weighed about a ton before this hit me
Now I'm talking to a girl who smells like cigarettes and whiskey
Your eyes are pretty; let's learn each other's stories
And maybe I can wake up next to you tomorrow morning
We'll hold each other, and pretend we feel less empty
But I'll see you on the streets, and you'll pretend you never met me
I'm not offended; I'm pretending you're a stranger, too
Our eyes meet, but I just smile and walk away from you
We've read each other's stories, added in a page or two
Well, shit, ain't this just deja vu

[Hook]
I don't know who I am anymore
The real me can't be found
I fear what I'm becoming
But I can't turn back now
I don't know who I am anymore
The real me can't be found
I fear what I'm becoming
But I can't turn back now

[Verse 3]
I've never felt better, or so I tell myself
I get these pains in my chest, and I second-guess my health
Cause I remember hell, so very, very well
And how exactly being absolutely desperate felt
I wear my noose just like a necklace to remind me
Of the tiny voice of reason that's inside me
Yeah, I saw my mom crying, trying to revive me
Five minutes after she untied me
But that's behind me, and I'll live to fight another day
I cross my fingers, and I promise I'm okay
We're different; I just wish you didn't change
So put another scar on my chest and take me away

[Outro]
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