Scars

I don't really know me
And you don't really know you
But I like when we go out
And you like what we go through
I like when we lay down, just you and me in your room
You like wearing all my favorite hoodies when it's cold
Every single time we fight you throw my phone
And every single time we fight you leave me cold
But every single time I'm coming back for more
'Cause I would rather be with you than be alone, yeah
Oh, I can give you what you want, yeah
I can give you anything but I can't give love, yeah
I can buy you rings, buy you diamonds, buy you cars
But as soon as it gets real I will you in the dark, yeah
Only thing you want is what they just don't sell
But I can't give you something, I can't give myself
And I don't wanna feel it so I say 'Oh well'
And then I tell my feelings they can go to hell, 'cause

I've got all these scars around my heart
But if I let them heal I'll fall apart
'Cause I don't really know
Another way, another lane, that I can find, to make my way back home
And why it takes so long to fall so hard?
I should've seen this coming from my start
And everybody knows, the only way, to be okay
Is finding strength to stand up on your own

Everybody knows me
And everybody knows you
But they don't know the kinda crazy feelings that we go through
They don't know the whole truth
They don't know the whole move
They just want a stupid fucking story they can hold to
Show up to the party and it's all okay
But as soon as we vacay listen to what they say
'Cause when we are there they pretend that they think we're great
But when we leave, they talk about how we're so fake
Oh, like we didn't have enough shit
Now we got this faking friends and losing people trust
Now got this nobody, we know this sucks for us, shit
Now that people talk as soon as we step in the phone, shit
Honestly, I think that you should go away
And find another person you can love the same
I thought we could go and find another way
I guess that this is just the way this game is placed, so

I've got all these scars around my heart
But if I let them heal I'll fall apart
'Cause I don't really know
Another way, another lane, that I can find, to make my way back home
And why it takes so long to fall so hard?
I should've seen this coming from my start
And everybody knows, the only way, to be okay
Is finding strength to stand up on your own