Scarred Forever

[Verse 1]
I said I'm
Scarred forever man this sh*t it got me traumatized
Seeing these overdoses take so many younger lives
And I'm too young to die, man I ain't even live enough
But I'm so numb inside that I just feel like giving up
I couldn't get enough of the stuff that was killing me
And all it ever did was f*ck me up mentally
I'm talking physically, emotionally, and spiritually
I'm screaming out for help but they ain't nobody that's hearing me

Apparently I burnt too many bridges on the way
Even mama wrote me off for writing checks up in her name
Cuz I'm thе type of dude to go and take your wallеt
And once you realize I'd even help you try to find it
And hand you 20 bucks once you notice it was gone
Lotta people don't understand and that's why I wrote this song
This my letter to heroin, yeah I'm kissin' you goodbye
And if you readin' this now, well I guess I didn't survive

[Chorus]
Cuz I done seen them come and go
Lost too many on this road
Day by day and I was goin
Just tryna make it through the next 24
Cuz I done seen them come and go
Lost too many on this road
Day by day and I was goin
Just tryna make it through the next 24

[Verse 2]
I said I'm
Scarred forever yeah it really messed me up inside
Cuz when I look around there ain't nobody left alive
Too many tears are cried for everybody dead and gone
Inside of my lyrics your memory is livin' on
Cuz you ain't comin back is f*ckin with my mental
Only way to get it out is with this paper and a pencil
I only wrote this letter to remember what I been through
So it's f*ck you heroin cuz this the last one imma send you

[Final Chorus]
Cuz I done seen them come and go
Lost too many on this road
Day by day and I was goin
Just tryna make it through the next 24
W-will I make it yeah
Cuz I done seen them come and go
Lost too many on this road
Day by day and I was goin
Just tryna make it through the next 24

Rest in piece to those who ain't make it
And my condolences to your loved ones
See every day I ask god why me?
I'm not even that special

Cuz I done seen them come and go
Lost too many on this road
Day by day and I was goin
Said I'm just tryna make it through the next 24