​scarlet (Emotional Freestyle)

[Intro: wyddillan, Carrissa Whitaker, & Billion Stars]
Ha ha ha, we love you Dillan!
Ahh
Billion, stars

[Hook: wyddillan]
If I die tonight
I bet they'll never type
They won't say goodbye
They won't wanna know why
These drugs are my friends
I'm nearing the end
Holes in my skull
Depression takes a toll
Anxiety a ugly broad
All the battles I fought
Suicidal thoughts
My brain's so flawed
Rip to lil' bro
He laying in the dirt
I'm waiting for the day
I can leave this earth

[Verse 1: wyddillan]
Yeah, the devil finna win
I know I'm finna sin
Drowning in my feelin's
Uncomfortable in my skin
I just turned 20
Will I live to see 30?
Devil doing me dirty
Take another Perky
Love don't love me
That I know
I'm a sorrow junkie
Look at me go
Feeling under pressure
I'll be never better
Numb to the pleasure
Writing my 13th letter
Put my nightmares in the bag
That's what you had me do
But now they're coming out
All in front of you
One more night
One more fight
I'm fighting all my demons
Tonight
You're so cold
I'm controlled
Now my fates starting to unfold
Yeah, you had my heart
And you lost it
Had me hanging myself
In the closet
You gave my demons
Their new target
Now the carpets
Turned scarlet
Woah

[Hook: wyddillan]
If I die tonight
I bet they'll never type
They won't say goodbye
They won't wanna know why
These drugs are my friends
I'm nearing the end
Holes in my skull
Depression takes a toll
Anxiety a ugly broad
All the battles I fought
Suicidal thoughts
My brain's so flawed
Rip to lil' bro
He laying in the dirt
I'm waiting for the day
I can leave this earth

[Verse 2: wyddillan]
Please save me
I'm on the run
Please help me put down my gun
I get high
To numb all the pain
I get high
To hide my face
From my demons
They out to get me
Pains taking over
Dear God please save me
Shawty trying to talk
She be hitting up my phone
Yeah she trying to start
She won't leave me alone
Couple shots in my brain
I'ma go insane
Kicked me on the ground
While I was already in pain
I been trying to keep a smile
But it's been hard for a while
I don't even know if I can walk her
Down the aisle
Can't believe I was so
Blinded by you
I don't wanna cry
My life became a darker hue
Cut off all my friends
All for you
Devil in my ear
Telling me I need you
I've been depressed again
I'm in my head
Eyes rolled back
Just another funeral to attend
I don't wanna die
I don't wanna die
But I'll do it
If it makes me feel alright
I don't know if I'll ever live again
But it's ok
I'm survived by all my friends

[Hook: wyddillan]
If I die tonight
I bet they'll never type
They won't say goodbye
They won't wanna know why
These drugs are my friends
I'm nearing the end
Holes in my skull
Depression takes a toll
Anxiety a ugly broad
All the battles I fought
Suicidal thoughts
My brain's so flawed
Rip to lil' bro
He laying in the dirt
I'm waiting for the day
I can leave this earth