Scarlet

[Verse]
My whole life I been wastin' away
Tomorrow never promised, it’s a blessing if I make it
And if you see my scarlet paint stained on the pavement
Be sure to leave a few dope words on my grave
I've been dodgin' all my calls cause I'm too afraid to say shit
I’m straight in the day cause all my demons hit the grave shift
Pull up to a function even if it makes me anxious
I ain’t making any friends, catch me leaving with the homies that I came wit'
I can’t sleep, I can’t speak, I can’t stand it
And my granny stayin' mad at my trash-nasty habits
I should ask for forgiveness, I been sinning on the sabbath
And my problems stackin' up like all the money in my mattress
And I've been holdin' onto vices like a life preserver
Seldom spitting verses, only writing when my mind is hurting
And I've been holding onto vices like a life preserver
I've been searching my entire life for purpose