Scared to go to sleep (lullaby version)

[Verse 1]
I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause I'm scared to be alone
With the thing that makes me think
All these fucked up things
I'm scared to see our friends
'Cause I woke up a little more
Bitter than they remember me
So I haven't called anyone
I haven't called anyone

[Chorus]
Life is full of choices when it's not the one that you just made
Then you're left to thinking if you use your heart a fucking brain
If you're made a mistakе, if shit's supposed to be that way
Thesе are things I think of when I'm scared to go to sleep

[Verse 2]
I'm scared of ending up
A body sitting on a couch
Selling things that I once loved
For some extra spending cash
I'm scared to leave the house
And see someone I know
Have a shitty conversation
And say "We should do this more"
When I don't wanna see them more

[Chorus]
Life is full of choices when it's not the one that you just made
Then you're left to thinking if you use your heart a fucking brain
If you're made a mistake, if shit's supposed to be that way
These are things I think of when I'm scared to go to sleep

[Bridge]
Scared to go to sleep
I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts when I go to sleep
Scared to go to sleep
I'm scared to go to sleep
'Cause it's me and my fucking thoughts when I go to sleep

[Outro]
I'm scared to watch the world
Turn, turn and turn
Everyone arguing about what's wrong with everybody else
'Cause fuck everybody else