Scared to Close My Eyes

Don't let me sleep
I'm scared to close my eyes
Not sure if I'll wake up
'Cause I'm so dead inside
We act like we're in love
But you just aren't my type
I always fuck it up
So don't tell me it's fine

Me and you
That's all that it was and
Then we hit the brakes and we parked it
The memories down the drain 'til I clog it
Even miss the smell of your carpet
Needed a fresh start
So I purged it
Now I'm looking back
Was it worth it
And to top it all off
We were perfect
Then I got what we had
And I swerved it

Don't let me sleep
I'm scared to close my eyes
Not sure if I'll wake up
'Cause I'm so dead inside
We act like we're in love
But you just aren't my type
I always fuck it up
So don't tell me it's fine

I'm not okay
'Cause now you're gone
It's senior year and I'm still fucking alone
Can't find my way
'Cause I'm so lost
It's been a year but I can't fucking move on