Scared of What I Don’t Know

[VERSE 1 - Miles Powers]
All a lie, all a lie
It’s all what I thought so I bothered why?
And true we ain’t far from the starting line
But you hit me hard in this heart of mine

She sang me a lullaby holdin’ my hands to her waist
So I waited, I’m tryna be patient
I’m tryna be different, old habits erase ‘em
I really insist that it’s all in the pacing

Eat away at me don’t stop it love
Either way that you gon’ chop it up
Shit ain’t the same, and that’s what I want
Shield you from pain but it’s not enough

Rest on my laurels repressin’ my fear, yeah
And stress that I feel, all in my chest
And my mandible, trust that I handle my business
Though pressure has built

[BRIDGE - Miles Powers]
So what’s the deal? Stuck in my head
I ain’t love it in here, live in the moment we liftin’ off
Somethin I’m sippin’ on puffin’ this spliff
And not lovin' this shit I'm on fuck it I been alone

So what’s the deal? Stuck in my head
I ain’t love it in here, live in the moment we liftin’ off
Somethin I’m sippin’ on puffin’ this spliff
And not lovin' this shit I'm gone

[HOOK X 2 - Miles Powers]
Girl you scared of what you don't know
And it's easy loving yourself
Yeah you scared of what you don't know
I can't hear you if you don't yell

[VERSE 2 - Miles Powers]
I’m, I’m, thinkin’ in circles so I drink about it
I’m, sinkin’ in purple till my ink is out
Look at that tourmaline gleam with the green
That’s how you seemed but it’s different now

Can’t relate? I can’t hate that
Can’t keep stressin’ like damn face facts
Brief depression then, learn some lessons
And cook some breakfast yea, pancakes fat

Thinkin’ in circles, sinkin’ in purple
Pick a damn route right now
I cannot ride ‘round all day
Why wait while the light die down?

I ain’t gon’ assume what you want
What I gotta do just to prove what I’m ‘bout?
This love seemed light till I found out what it weigh
That’s life like, what a day

[VERSE 3 - Kyaru]
Yeah, it’s been a minute
Wishing that we’d talk still
Sittin’ by the window, driftin’ like it’s limbo
Hopin’ that the pain gon’ heal

But I know it won’t, honestly these back and forths
Got me thinking I don’t know what’s real
Empathy gets the best of me, it’s so bitter sweet
Don’t know how you feel

Fuck it, I know that we messed up
I know that I’m stressed out
I'm just laying here picking up the pieces
Just to feel so let down, just an ex now

I’m a fuck up, and it’s fucked up
How you left with no sound
And it’s hard to breathe because honestly
I'm too scared to speak up out loud

Ay, hold up, I'm so sorry for the wait
I'm so sorry for the way I treated you
“It’s just a phase”
Missed connections gon’ haunt me

Baby put it in its grave
Yeah I know we’re not together
But I know it’s not the same
Yeah I know it’s not the same

[HOOK X 2 - Miles Powers & Kyaru]

[RESPONSE X 2 - Miles Powers & Kyaru]
Guess I’m scared of what I don't know
And it's easy loving myself
Yeah I’m scared of what I don't know
I need answers only time tell