Scared of the Night (Zenitsu Agatsuma)

I'm filled with self-doubt
All I do is blackout
A coward who hides behind a fight
A man too scared of the night

What am I doing? Can't compete
Stay away from me, please leave
I can't do anything right, all I do pass out
You don't need me in a fight, you should have some doubt
Got struck by the light, God is telling me to quit
Can't handle the bloodshed, can't handle any of this
Miss my days just training with the gramps
Before my hair changed, before when it was black

I'm filled with self-doubt
All I do is blackout
A coward who hides behind a fight
A man too scared of the night

Something goes bump in the night
I am the one that's gonna take flight
I wasn't madе for this
The one that has to dive into thе abyss
Why am I the one to go where darkness is
Life in danger so I go to where darkness is (I sleep)
Struck by lightning but no light is shining down on me
My future's looking dim when no one wants to light the spark in me
I want to live a normal life and maybe start a family
But people only see me as the kid that has no self-esteem

I'm filled with self-doubt
All I do is blackout
A coward who hides behind a fight
A man too scared of the night