~scared~

I've been sitting in my room making music
I've been sitting in my room making you sick
Of my shit
I can't deal
Anymore
I can't feel
Anymore
Is this real
Anymore?

It's okay, i'm fine with my ways
I'm fine everyday
I'm super okay
I've never been better but i'm so scared
I've never been better but i'm so scared

I love you
As a friend
And everything you do for me
Has come together beautifully

In my mind
In my thoughts
In my eyes

But i know that
I lost you
In your eyes

But it's good. i feel okay
And i would never lie to you
And baby i would die for you
I've never been better but i'm so scared
I've never been better but i'm so scared

I've been sitting in my room making music
I've been sitting in my room making you sick
Of my shit
I can't deal
Anymore
I can't feel
Anymore
Is this real
Anymore?

It's okay, i'm fine with my ways
I'm fine everyday
I'm super okay
I've never been better but i'm so scared
I've never been better but i'm so scared