SC4RS/SUN IN MY R00M

(SC4RS)
These thoughts too real
These scars won't heal
That's why I put up a shield
And hide the way that I feel

Up late reading quotes
Putting notes in my phone
Hit the roads change my tone
With friends but alone
When I go back home

Crack a smile in the day
In the night it goes away
Cos I'm with my thoughts
In this bed that I lay

But I can't shed a tear
Cos if I start right here
I know it won't end
And that's what I fear

I was in the dark
She came with the light
A soul so bright
Lit up my night
She lit up my night

(Interlude)
The night's as hot as hell. It's a lousy room in a lousy part of a lousy town - I'm staring at a goddess. She's telling me she wants me. I'm not going to waste one more minute wondering how I've gotten this lucky

(SUN IN MY R00M)
She's a piece of pure perfection
And I get butterflies when she's mentioned
Wanna move in new directions
She can be my wifi we got connections
So I show her the affection
She in my dreams like inception, inception
(Once an idea has taken hold of the brain it's almost impossible to eradicate.)
Now I've fallen into a state of insobriety
Puffing on the gas just to deal with my anxiety
Doing things so I can fit into society
Smile outside inside suffer quietly
(She smells like angels ought to smell, the perfect woman... Goldie, she says her name is Goldie)

(Verse 2)
I got her beauty engraved in my brain now
It happened so fast I can't even explain how
I just sat back watched everything play out
Put on the spot like a nigga had a breakout
As I hit you with these double entendres
You need to understand I'm a rapper with no genre
I can rap about love or I can go beyond the
Understanding of a man hearing this song bruh
A man's trash is another man's treasure
She became a diamond under all of that pressure
Rearrange the alphabet put U and I together
Ignorance is bliss so forget the other letters
I can live in this moment forever
Still a sunny day if rain is the weather
But these are thoughts
And she won't hear them if I don't tell her

(Outro)
You're everything i never knew i always wanted
I'm not even sure what that means
But i think it has something to do with the rest of my life