Saying goodbye

I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Think I might die inside my room
Yeah you been running
Yeah you been running 'round
I know I fucked it up
And there's no going back now
(You got your [?])
I totally get it
How could we be done
(If we're constantly texting)

Where did the time go?
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Yeah I look like shit
But I feel way worse
I went straight to hell
[?]
Gave you a kiss
And you threw it in the dirt
Now we're both hurt
Cuz we couldn't make it work
I'm used to it
Feel's like I been cursed
If I die tomorrow imma pull up in a hearse

So what does it matter now?
I thought you was a friend of me
Just please don't be my enemy
Yeah she might be the death of me
But I feel like it's bound to be woah

I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Think I might die inside my room
Yeah you been running
Yeah you been running 'round
I know I fucked it up
And there's no going back now
(You got your [?])
I totally get it
How could we be done
(If we're constantly texting)

Where did the time go?
I don't know
I don't know
I don't know
Yeah I look like shit
But I feel way worse
I went straight to hell
[?]
Gave you a kiss
And you threw it in the dirt
Now we're both hurt
Cuz we couldn't make it work
I'm used to it
Feel's like I been cursed
If I die tomorrow imma pull up in a hearse