Say it

I don't wanna say it
But I
I think I really hate you
Oh god
And I don't wanna say it
But I
Don't really wanna see you again but I but

Did you really mean to do it?
You say no but you lie every time
You don't really need to prove it
I don't know how you live with yourself, aw yeah
Yeah you need help aw ,eah
If I picked up and left it all
I don't think you would get out of bed at all, yeah

I don't wanna say it at all I need to put it rest
I feel a cannonball bouta go off in my chest
Sentimental for nothing at all think you were the worst
Never got to shrug it off
Could you fuck off just for a minute?
I need some time to rest
Could I get a timeout for a couple? uh
Could you leave me the fuck alonе? I
Could you leave me thе fuck alone?
I don't ask for much

When it's my time I say batter up
When it's your time you start backing up
Now you got the whole crowd to laugh at us
Yeah are you happy now?
Did it go how you wanted are you satisfied?
Did you break every promise from last time?
Yes you did so I

I think I'm gonna say it
Yeah I
I wanna say I hate you
Oh god
I think I'm gonna say it
But I
Do I really wanna see you again?
But I
Oh

You say, did you get it all?
Did I get what?
Did you get it all off your chest?
Then I said nah
And you say fine
But don't act like this is your last time

I'm missing your calls on purpose
Yeah I don't really care what the word is
And I hate that you think you're so perfect but damn
As time passes on
I think about you doing better
I think about you undressed and
I can't keep this feeling repressed and every time I see you I pretend I'm not impressed but

I'm on fire
Send me one text I'm on my way
I won't fight it
Give me one sec I'm tying my laces
Don't lose sight of
The end goal the only way
And I keep saying

I just wanna say it
Yeah I
Yeah I don't really hate you, I lied
I just wanna say this
Oh I
I really wanna see you again
(Yo)