Save Me

[Chorus]
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Save me from myself

[Verse 1: Flowz Dilione]
I'm thinking back to 2017
And that shit just kills me inside
Christmas day, alone in the traphouse
With a bag of rock and a pipe
Double barrel, shotty on my lap
I contemplated endin my life
I would've popped like 30 xanies
Only God knows how i survived
Riv came around and sat me down
And told me everybody was worried
No-one had heard from me in weeks
And am i ok, and told me he loved me
Man that shit really breaks my heart
I feel so bad for him and my mumsy
Thеy had to carry me to the car
To drive mе to detox in the country
Theres no worse feeling inside, when you really hate the person you are
Screamin out for the brother Betsy, while im lookin up at the stars
Rest in peace bro i hope you know, that i'll always keep you close to my heart
Im praying to God every single night and i ask him whyd he tear us apart (yeah)

[Chorus]
Save me from myself
I really need your help
Im going under
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Save me from myself

[Verse 2: Flowz Dilione]
Have i done too much to go on
Or is this the way that i am?
2012 i used to cut myself
I really wished i was dead
Sometimes i heard Bets talkin to me
Or is that the voices up in my head?
I been sober for over 5 years
Maybe i need to get back on the meds
I dont know who i am (nah)
I guess i lost myself in the journey
It was a long dark road and i made it out
But at what cost of my family
I am demanding, no it ain't easy
Would it be better off if i left
See me smiling in all my photos
But i still cry when im lying in bed
My mind is a mess, even though im clean now
And i dont really feel any better
My brother is lookin alive
And its hard not to cry everytime i send him a letter
I try to endeavour and whether the storms
But now that hes gone im feeling the pressure
A brother was 24 when he died
And im praying to God that we all live forever (yeah)

[Chorus]
Save me from myself
I really need your help
Im going under
Save me from myself
Save me from myself
Save me from myself