save face

[Verse 1: guardin]
In hindsight, we're okay
We'll creep through the hallway
My heart rate grows faster
A breeding disaster
The path left is followed
A tough pill to swallow
Who am I becoming?
I guess it's just nothing

[Chorus: guardin]
(I) I don't wanna talk about it
(Why?) Why am I so caught up on it?
(Lie) I'm stuck in the middle
(So I cry) Constantly belittled, oh, and
(I) I don't wanna talk about it
(Why?) Why am I so caught up on it?
(Lie) I'm stuck in the middle
(So I cry) Constantly belittled, oh

[Verse 2: PROP]
You said the things you meant to say
You took it back, don't mean it, babe
Don't look at me in my twisted face
You took the knife and twist it, babe
Hi, been a minute since I said goodbye
I heard you're still livin' in a lie
I swear, it really takes a lot to make me cry
So when you did, I know you really had to try
What was all the effort for?
Couple good words, I'll be right back at your door
Ten shots, burnin' to the bottom of my core
Blackout, wake up rottin' on the floor
I keep runnin' and runnin' around in circles
I keep smokin' these cigarettes 'til I'm purple
I keep tellin' you things that you think are hurtful
I keep tellin' her that everythin' is her fault
Remember what you said?
I know it's been a minute since I let you in my head
The whole world's spinnin', here we go again
The nightmare's never gonna end

[Chorus: guardin]
(I) I don't wanna talk about it
(Why?) Why am I so caught up on it?
(Lie) I'm stuck in the middle
(So I cry) Constantly belittled, oh, and
(I) I don't wanna talk about it
(Why?) Why am I so caught up on it?
(Lie) I'm stuck in the middle
(So I cry) Constantly belittled, oh

[Bridge: guardin]
When you look in the mirror and hate what you've done
So you call up your friends, but they don't wanna come
And the dumbest mistake that you made was falling in love
And it feels like there's monsters inside of your head (Inside of your head)
So you fill it with poison and smoke to forget (Smoke to forget)
But they laugh even louder, despite the attempts that you've met

[Chorus: guardin]
(I) I don't wanna talk about it
(Why?) Why am I so caught up on it?
(Lie) I'm stuck in the middle
(So I cry) Constantly belittled, oh, and
(I) I don't wanna talk about it
(Why?) Why am I so caught up on it?
(Lie) I'm stuck in the middle
(So I cry) Constantly belittled, oh

[Outro: guardin]
When the truth is a riddle and soaked full of sin
Will the creature inside you aspire to win?
Will it creep all around you and grasp at the clothes on your skin?
Then the rain starts to fall and it's calling your name
Though you hear it so clearly, you're deemed as insane
And your method of madness will bleed as it freezes the frame