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[Verse]
You so special when you on my mind
These levels, man I'm on the climb
I popped a vessel when it caught my eyes
Ain't gon settle with no constant lies
It's the embezzlement that robs my time
Man shit ain't cost a dime
Fuck your fraudulent ends
It's just astonishing man
If you use me for the bread how can I call you a friend?
Like why you gotta pretend?
Man where the honesty at?
Don't ever jot me again
I'll make you promise me that
Knew you was gonna be back
After you told me you leaving
And you done showed me your demons
So now I'm slowly retreating
Thought you potent and sweetened
But you was only deceiving
Gave my shoulders out to vamps
And now my shoulders are bleeding
Shoulders are bleeding, yeah
I gave my shoulders out to vamps
And now my shoulders are bleeding
Dust on my hands
As I wiped off all the trust that we had
Shit was old and our lust didn't last
And now your clothes being dumped in the bag
Now you stuck in the past
You gotta let go
The best songs in my headphones
Fuck directions I just follow where my chest goes
And the metro takes me to death zone
Feel like mentos in the coke, imma explode
I'm on my soul searching
Cus my soul's hurtin'
And nowadays days
I'm just tryna find my soul purpose
A whole circus, you motherfuckers clowns
The way you get shit twisted
Like the paper that i roll herbs with