Saudade

I can't find the right words to describe how I miss you
And I'm tired of saying words that I don't believe in anymore
What happened to us?
I don't wanna waste time with you
I just hope I can get through

So I'll close my eyes
And I'll remember everything that we had
You make me feel worthless, and I don't know if I can take this
And I'll remember the ways you tried to get in my way
Every time I want to picture you
I have no regrets

So I'll distance myself and act like you don't exist
I really fucked up myself I wish that we never kissed
Don't you hit up my cellphone I know that you miss me
You don't know i why left? you treat me like I'm 16 and well since you're reaching this far
Why don't you reach for the stars? (you tell me they're falling)