​satisfied

[Chorus]
It's apparent that you don't care, why should I?
I lay in my bed, my thoughts, they eat me alive
I don't know if I can make it, hold it out 'til tonight
Drugs the only way that I could feel satisfied

Sitting in my room, stare at the wall every night
Drugs make me normal, make me feel more alive
I don't know if I can make it, hold it out 'til tonight
Drugs the only way that I could feel satisfied

[Verse 1]
I'm tired of this [?] shit, I'm trying so hard
I've been wanting to talk, hope we can restart
Shattered me to pieces, time to pick up my heart
You've done so many things to me, you're leaving me scarred

Poison in my vеins, hope I don't see the next day
Drugs makе me forget, yeah I'm smoking on propane
I feel close to death, don't wanna wake up on most days
I'm so close to death, don't wanna wake up on most days

[Chorus]
It's apparent that you don't care, why should I?
I lay in my bed, my thoughts, they eat me alive
I don't know if I can make it, hold it out 'til tonight
Drugs the only way that I could feel satisfied

Sitting in my room, stare at the wall every night
Drugs make me normal, make me feel more alive
I don't know if I can make it, hold it out 'til tonight
Drugs the only way that I could feel satisfied

[Verse 2]
I'll be seventeen soon, I count the days
If I die tonight, will you remember my face?
All the shit that you said won't ever go away
If I die tonight, will she remember my name?

Think that I'll be dead soon, I count the days
Still [?] with the poison going in my veins
All the shit that you said to me won't go away
If I die tonight, will you remember my name?

[Chorus]
It's apparent that you don't care, why should I?
I lay in my bed, my thoughts, they eat me alive
I don't know if I can make it, hold it out 'til tonight
Drugs the only way that I could feel satisfied

Sitting in my room, stare at the wall every night
Drugs make me normal, make me feel more alive
I don't know if I can make it, hold it out 'til tonight
Drugs the only way that I could feel satisfied