Sane

Yeah!
I sit alone sometimes and wonder what would I be doing if I never found myself through all the pain that I endured
I gave myself to certain people who only considered what they had to gain from dating me I kinda always knew it
I found myself rethinking every moment reminiscing what fool I was to think that me and you had something to it
The time I wasted proving it I could have studied, graduated, manifested every goal I ever thought I wanted
Yeah I feel retarded
I didn't know my worth
I didn't know the person I was hiding from the rest
No wonder I was jumping from one problem to the next
The time I spent alone was everything I ever wanted
I got peace
Before that, I was scared of losing people
I was scared of sounding different overthinking was the issue
I cannot say I regret every moment that I had
To learn you gotta fall, and I surely fell the best
I came to realize the pain I felt was the ignition that I needed for survival in the jungle
I remain optimistic with each problem that I face
The ones who knew me told that your persona has changed
I chuckle and I look 'em in the eye
I didn't change a bit, everything I am I was
Insecurities were the limit
The obstacle I had to face alone it wasn't easy but I had to come out winning yeah!