Sandcastles

Building sandcastles in the rain
(I think the worst place to be in is)
Just remember what I say
(Trying to convince your heart of what your mind already knows)
Building sand castles in the rain
(When you know it's time to pack up and leave but)
Just remember what I say
(You can't)

Have you ever loves somebody so much
That when you see them and they smile at you, you feel a rush
Can't explain it but you know it's a little too much
Have a player turn a simp and couldn't give a fuck
See I love you how a pastor loves a Sunday morning
Though I hate how you love me, love you're my one and only
Both wеre never taught so wе think healthy love is boring
Fight like we hate each other then we fuck till morning
Toxic gang gang, you're my savage homie
Fake smiling on pictures a little teary on it
I know our friends hope when we stop it's not just for the moment
But we break up just to make up, keep the cycle going
You and I complaining made 'em feel they had a say
You and I saying we done is why the feel this way
Backtracking, healthy relations are not built this way
But tell me what is logic when you feel this way

Building sand castles in the rain
Just remember what I say
Building sand castles in the rain
Just remember what I say

Yeah
And every conversation starts with baby this time will be different
After heavy introspection I swear I'll make it my mission
To not just wait for my turn to speak but really learn to listen
Feel like that's the part we missing this puzzle finally fitting
Feel like we're not in the same place anymore but time revealing
Our foundation is weak and there's cracks up on our ceiling
That we covered up with feelings when we conjured up this image
We fake it till we make it and we half ass our healing
Back to square one, yup, here it comes
Every thing is my fault again
It's like I'm speaking clearly but to you I'm muffled again
Trouble begin, I get pissed and it's fuck it again
See I got ten other bitches ready to suck me again
So I could careless about you threatening to fuck all my friends
Lines in the sand, at this point we tryna understand
Scream in my face that you hate me just to fuck me again

Building sand castles in the rain
Just remember what I say
Building sand castles in the rain
Just remember what I say

And we could try again and claim that we've evolved
And I could tell all the things that you've been feening for
Have you smiling in your sleep and really looking forward
Nothing that could break us ain't no bitch ain't no weapon formed
Except the all mighty phone, a couple of you don't like
Then you convince yourself that two wrongs are gon' make this right
So you start flirting with that bum you said don't worry about
Why the fuck are you two out? Ain't no way to talk this out
Lose my mind and sock his jaw, tell him he's a fucking boy
What the fuck you do this for as I drag you out this fucking mall
Clearly I was in this more, thought that we were in it for the long haul
But you hit ignore every time my feelings call
Then you remind me what I did before
Escape into your Uber car
Lose myself inside the nearest bar
Till I'm faded barely standing up
So much for being different huh?
I hate you and I hate being apart from you, that's where we are
And that's the reason that we are

Building sand castles in the rain
(But at some point this cycle's got to break)
Just remember what I say
(And we got to go our separate ways)
Building sand castles in the rain
Just remember what I say