Same Shit

Thought I was making ground ground
With my therapist
Now I’m yelling at the walls
Cause no one’s listening
I entertain my doubts
Their my biggest fans
I let them in my house
And now I’m scared of them

These walls keep on closing in
All my life been giving in

And I fall
All my life it’s been same shit, same shit
I know
Scared to fight, but you have to face it
I lost
Keep the pattern, you wanna change it
Enough
Took to much and you can’t erase it

I wanna be so loved
That I would never think of falling out
I wanna recognize the one I tried to heal when I was down
I wanna be so high that I could rip my hair right out my scalp
I wanna be so numb, I rеally hate the way I feel right now

And I fall
All my life it’s been samе shit same shit
I know
Scared to fight, but you have to face it
I lost
Keep the pattern, you wanna change it
Enough
Took to much and you can’t erase it

I wanna be so loved
That I would never think of falling out
I wanna recognize the one I tried to heal when I was down