SAILORS WISH

[Verse]
A beautiful mess, wasn't meant for perfection
A crack in the walls, holding more than it can handle
Oh 'cause I can't face just losing you still
[?]
In love with you again
'Cause I'd rather write these stories over
[?] myself leaving your [?]
'Cause I'm just so sick
Of thinking im feeling something i [?]
Oh girl its too much for me
I gave you everything
Just for some company that didn't last
'cause you were only you
I could have loved you too
But just because choked you hadn't
I could be so absent
Either way i wanna know
So could you tell me is this love
Did it feel real i just can't tell
'Cause when i fell in love to you
I noticed you were nothing
So did I feel love?
Or was I just shown something less?