Saguaro

[Verse 1]
I put the pieces all together now
I shave my head and I've accepted that I let you down
I broke the law, I split the tides, I never call, it was borrowed time
Now I know that it was never mine

[Spoken Word: Marlow Ray]
-don't like understand what it's like to feel like you're the one with the blood on your hands because you're the one that ended things...I-It doesn’t feel good, you know? And it sucks that I’m constantly being attacked by-

[Chorus]
I just play along like you said
Wish I could ghost away just to get out of my head
I guess I made it this far
I've been working on myself, but I'm missing that confidence
I just play along like you said
Wish I could ghost away just to get out of my head
I guess I made it this far
I've been working on myself, but I'm missing that confidence

[Verse 2]
Needing me now cause you seem to question life
You think you're special bitch, I've always questioned mine
A selfish love you want me all to yourself
Domesticated, you could put me on a shelf
Seeing through my lies you know it's crystal clear
Loving you was only driven by my fear
Coming back her presence's suddenly unreal
She wanted him but I can't see the damn appeal

[Chorus]
I just play along like you said
Wish I could ghost away just to get out of my head
I guess I made it this far
I've been working on myself, but I'm missing that confidence
I just play along like you said
Wish I could ghost away just to get out of my head
I guess I made it this far
I've been working on myself, but I'm missing that confidence