Sadsad

[Intro]

Oh, oh, oh
I don't like it when you leave my sight, tonight
I just want you with me, right now, right now
I don't really want to cut myself right now
Right now I'm drinking alcohol and no one likes it
I just pop pills and my family hates it
I don't really like to see my mom cry in front of me, tonight

[Verse]

One time I was off Xanax and I tried to kill my mom
I didn't have no memory of it, then the next day I woke up and my mom said, 'You tried to kill me last night!', and I start to cry
I don't really want to hurt you mom, I don't really want to hurt no one
I know I do stupid decisions in my life and I'm tryna quit, I'm tryna quit the drugs
I know right now I'm an alcoholic and no one really likes it, I really fucking hate it, but it's so hard to fucking quit
Growing up I didn't have a father figure, he left me cause he's a drug addict
Shoutout my mom and my grandparents for raising me, cause now I'm doing shit that's crazy
I'm a fucking rock star, I'm in RudeClub baby
I know I'm a fucking loser, but at least I'm not a fucking poser