Sadness Is Our Default

So I talk to a therapist
She's a quiet chick
I opened up to her ’cause
She got a degree for this
I feel less alone
More like a clone
'Cause I can't comprehend that I’m a rock and not a gemstone

Wait you know me more than I thought you did
How sad for you I must admit
My mind is troubling
My mind is troubling
If you understand it than your bad
It's hard to say 'cause no one wants to be this way

Sadness
Sadness is our default
And it's gay 'cause no one ever wants to feel this way

Sadness
Sadness is our default
Sadness
Sadness makes us trip and fall

Whipping in my town bussing in the city
Biking to my best friend's house cause she's nice and she gets me
Learning as we go
Thrifting on a budget
We don't got any money but we fly with no deposits

We know we’re stupid
Cheat on assignments
I don’t know how they do it school fills me with frustration
Really I should drop out
Get famous just to pipe down

Even if I
Even if I don't make it I’ll regret not trying
I'll regret not trying

Sadness
Sadness is our default
Sadness
Is our default