Sadness in his Eyes

[Intro]
Yeah there’s sadness in his eyes but, we all know that it is fake now
I don’t want to do this but I have to get my emotions out

[Chorus]
Yeah there’s sadness in his eyes but it’s fake
I don’t really wanna see that
I’m done with things being fake
I wish I could change

[Verse 1]
There’s sadness in his eyes, but it’s fake
Maybe if you realised what you were doing
Nothing would be at stake
You destroyed our trust
You destroyed our love
If I ever knew you’d be like that, I’d send you back
A long time ago, wouldn’t I?
I wouldn’t want a father figure like this
Can I get a refund?
I hate the people that pretend they are with you
But then they just abandon you when you need them
They don’t listen! (Huh?)
They just leave ya! (Huh?)
Does that explain why I don’t talk? (Huh?)
I hate people, okay?
I thought you were the realest guy in life
Until I started telling you things about my life

[Chorus]
Yeah there’s sadness in his eyes but it’s fake
I don’t really wanna see that
I’m done with things being fake
I wish I could change

[Verse 2]
Tryna leave our home
Fucking verbal abuse
Tryna leave our flat
Fucking verbal abuse
If there was any true feelings
You would have fucking changed
You would have let us choose if
We wanted to go to our mothers, but no!
You would have cared for us if
You were going to arrange a trip, but no!
Sisters caught onto the shit that you were doing
Look at their anger fucking brewing
Trying to glue together our family, but you?
Look at us fucking bored in our home
Just doing our work, trying to be better, but you?
We know you’d rather be wooing over other girls
Even people who are closest to you, fucking hurt you the most

[Chorus]
Yeah there’s sadness in his eyes but it’s fake
I don’t really wanna see that
I’m done with things being fake
I wish I could change

[Interlude]
Sometimes like, ugh
I don’t understand why people do shit like
People say stuff but they don’t mean it
But sometimes they do
Which makes completely no sense to me
Especially when they are your family and they
They say something but they really don’t mean it
It’s strange

[Verse 3]
Such a shame, thought my dad won’t hurt me
Trying to use his words to insert fucking thoughts into my head
Trying to get me to hate my own mother
Bitch look at me thrive whilst I’m living with her
Really trying to taunt me?
I dare you to put on the gauntlet
You’re gonna get snapped out of the world when I have the courage
Your words giving me the chills, call it the ice age
“Only move out at 16” like that’s a nice age
Only a year off it and I’m going through the slice stage
Like the fuck am I gonna do then, fucking shoot myself?
Get that fake tears outta your eyes then
We don’t wanna see that
Moving away from you was a great prize and
I’m just looking at the horizon
I don’t wanna know you anymore and
You shouldn’t have a dozen around you, yeah

[Chorus]
Yeah there’s sadness in his eyes but it’s fake
I don’t really wanna see that
I’m done with things being fake
I wish I could change
I’m done with things being fake
I wish I could change