Sadness

[Verse 1]
Lately I been looking for happiness
With all this pain ain't no patching this
Accepted the fact to live in sadness
Cause everything around me is a madness
Its like you loved me yesterday
Now I'm all alone today
You kept pushing me away
Good for you its my heart that you played

[Verse 2]
Everything 'bout you was just perfect
Looking back when we first met
Realize it wasn't even worth it
Cause you went on and you fucking left
Now I'm sitting all alone, always depressed
If only I would have known
Where it all went wrong
Guess I'll never know just gotta stay strong

[Verse 3]
Sitting under the streetlights
Thinking 'bout my past twice
Thought our relationship would forever last
Looking back, yeah we had a blast
Back when you told me I made you the happiest person alive
Then you went on and left me was it all just a fucking lie
Can't express how much I loved you
And how I wish I could get over you
But right now, it seems like something I'm not able to do
You changed my life
Really thought one day I would call you my wife
Thought we'd grow old together
But you left me in the rain and cloudy weather

[Verse 4]
Yeah
I remember the good old days and the places that we went to
Now I’m all alone at home and I miss you
Now I'm here writing a song
'bout what I’ve been through
It's time for me to accept the fact that you're gone
And move on

[Verse 5]
I'm broken
You had the key to my heart it was like a token
When you went on and left it broke my heart felt like a fucking explosion
And I'm lost
Scared to love again cause I don't know if I can go back to the old bridge I once crossed
Tired of being lonely
One day I hope to be happy again
But I gotta take it slowly
Going on late night drives
Blasting sad music staying up till five
Thinking about you
And honestly can't wait for the day where I can happily say
Fuck You

[Outro]
Can't wait to finally be over you
Just gotta stay strong and pull through
I know soon I'll be the old me
I'm tired of acting fucking happy
People tell me I care too much
I guess it was something I learned from your touch
Should have realized sooner
You were always the fucking ruler
Just gotta accept to live in this sadness
Always stay inside in the fucking blackness
Will I ever find love again
And if so
When