Sadistic Symphony

[Verse 1: Ant Dog]
Only time will tell, remain strong or kamikaze show a killer love
The darkness still dwells inside of me
I thought I told you I'm here to stay
They never gonna break me, these chains cannot tame me
Break it down tryna maintain, every day a little crazy
Voices in my head won't stop, pop a pill, let the panic stop
I grab the book, let me read a verse
Triple seven, 1909
Black magic in the wrong hands, I was full of hate, a lost soul
How did I get to this? Stand with the candles lit
Thinking that this would help, created eternal Hell
I know this world's so cold I got to get out of this
I thought this would help me, a rebel without a cause
Play with the devil, you'll get burnt, summoning vigils won't work
Suicide was the only option or was it fuckin' exhaustion?
Either way I'm gonna let them know (Let them know)
They're not the only ones living in this hellish mode

[Pre-Chorus: Ant Dog]
Father forgive me, I know not of what I do
These troubles and lies seem to get the best of me
Never understood the quest that was laid for me
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it slowly

[Chorus: Ant Dog]
Play with the devil, you'll get burnt
Sometimes I feel like I've gone too deep
This is acknowledging that this a sadistic symphony
Play with the devil, you'll get burnt
Sometimes I feel like I've gone too deep
This is acknowledging that this a sadistic symphony
I cannot forget the first time I felt forgiveness

[Post-Chorus: Ant Dog]
Father forgive me, I know not of what I do
These troubles and lies seem to get the best of me
Never understood the quest that was laid for me
Sometimes I feel like I'm losing it slowly

[Outro: Ant Dog]
Play with the devil, you'll get burnt, I know it hurts
Play with the devil, you'll get burnt, I know it hurts
I cannot forget the first time I felt forgiveness