Sadface ):

Strip my years of life down to a thimble
Through it all i must hold my head high
I use up most of my hours looking at you
But i fear my eyes growing baggier as they fly by

Im growing up am i out of touch
I've learnt a lot but i know very much it's still not enough
Im taking shots in the dark
The path isn't clear when im an anomaly of love

My hairs falling out and going grey im not even 18
Seize the day each moment is a moment to waste
Every little thing would be better if you were right here
How am i losing something that i never had in the first placе

Im growing up am i out of touch
It seems to me that you only come back to me with a bluff
Im taking shots in thе dark
Its hard to have a laugh when we both have bigger issues with trust

If i was to go away
What would happen to the smile on your face
For all the things i didn't do that i wish i did
And the stupid things i did that i shouldn't have
It's a learning curve though i am getting older
I've seen you cry it's alright to feel a little colder

If i go home
Will i ever get the chance to see you again at all
I dont know what its like to be happy
I dont know what its like to be happy

So im growing up am i out of touch
I can see now that i knew nothing about myself from the start
Getting stuck between 3 minds
This artificial love is leaving me with nothing inside

I dont know what its like to be happy
If i go home
Ill never get the chance to see you again at all
And if thats true
Just know that im so glad i met you