Saddest Smile

[Intro]
I Smile to my friends but if they only knew what I’m going thru
They would say I have the saddest smile in town
Girl I’ve got the saddest smile in town
Since you left me hanging around

[Verse 1]
Ay I’m here to have a good Time
Bunch a really long nights
Drugs cut with a dull knife
Alcohol’s my cyanide
Ain’t been such a smooth ride
Tryna get my timing right
Probably could’ve done some smarter shit yeah in hindsight
Waking up cause everyday’s a blessing I’m confessing
Been thru so much painful shit it felt like I was just existing
Don’t get bothered by no small shit
Triggered by no dumb shit
Sober but I’m too lit
No target that I can’t hit
Soda with a splash of lime
Cross my heart and hope to die
Thankful that I realized
My niece has got my brother eyes

[Chorus]
Yeah yeah I know it’s all gonna work out
Things change an people change some figure it out
Goin up the ladder taking steps up from hell
Thats why I got the saddest smile in town
Im tryna keep it together for you
But I got the saddest smile in town
I never talk bout my pain much to you
Its why I got the saddest smile in town

[Verse 2]
I get nostalgic with the old days but I don’t miss my old ways
I burnt so many bridges that my word don’t hold no weight
The truth is gone confront ya
Your karma is gone hunt ya
Potential I always trusted
Knew I was gone do something
Ill do whatever it takes
Influenced by the greats yeah
Learned from all my mistakes yeah
Uphill battle that shaped me yeah
I made my decisions
I doubled down on my vision
I don’t need no ones permission
I Put myself in position
I’m my own worst enemy
I guess thats how it had to be
They told me but I had to see
My demons don’t own me

[Chorus]
Yeah yeah I know it’s all gonna work out
Things change an people change some figure it out
Goin up the ladder taking steps up from hell
Thats why I got the saddest smile in town
Im tryna keep it together for you
But I got the saddest smile in town
I never talk bout my pain much to you
Its why I got the saddest smile in town
Im tryna keep it together for you
But I got the saddest smile in town
I never talk bout my pain much to you
Its why I got the saddest smile in town