Sadder Days

(Verse 1)
Here i am
Once again
Shakin my rattled cage
I can't pretend
Dyin to live
In these sadder days
The way I am
Drown'd the sin
Hoping it'd wash away
Here i am
Once again
Living these sadder days
Suck it up
Pick me up and make my own path
Fuck it up
Self destruct and feel my own wrath
Spazzin out
Yelling loud man I get so mad
Hurry up
Slow it down I think my souls bad
Can I cash it innnnn
Can I trade it outttttt
No longer feel again
Instead of breaking down
I get so sick of this thisssss
Can someone help me outtt
I'm my own worst riskkkkk
I'm in my own dark clouuuud
(Hook)
Iiiiiii
Am tired if being backstabbed
Neeeeeed
Everything I can't have
Whyyyyy
Are thе days becoming so bad
Bleeeeed
I cut you out and thats a blood bath
(Gr1m's verse)
I livе in silence tryna hide myself from all the sound
Too much of violence has my demons moving all around
I feel like dying half the the time but i’m not going down
No cloud can kill me if I keep my focus on the ground
And I, I, I May get lost inside my head sometimes
But I, I, I have started building on my own designs
And I, I, I said murph lets get man it’s time to fly
So I, I, I gave up on waiting and I took whats mine