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Try to be the best I can, feeling good about my future
Plan it with myself and follow through to be a better man
Than who I was a couple years ago, I'm feeling saved from my sorrows, I got faith in tomorrow

Been a couple days since I self harmed
Cut the deepest that I ever cut
On my left arm
Fuck, I mean my right, left's the cutter, right's the site
Not the other, not this time
I been suffering all night and
I really feel like nothing is the same, I blame it on myself to make the feelings go away
I feel insane, it's like my brain is out to get me
It doesn't seem to let me get what's necessary for some inner peace
I need some inner peace (yeah)

I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me sadder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me sadder?

We go to sleep under the same sky, but the difference is that I think about you every night (every fucking night)

Try to be the best I can, feeling good about my future
Plan it with myself and follow through to be a better man
Than who I was a couple years ago, I'm feeling saved from my sorrows, I got faith in tomorrow

Been through a lot within the last week, I lost my Visa and my girlfriend, all of my heart please
I've been trying not to do what my thoughts just keep on asking
It's hell on earth, I'm just telling you so you don't keep asking
But if you wanna know what I will do, I'll get my shit together so it's easier for you
To love me like a person and not like a number two, and treat me like your equal's maybe something we can do

I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me sadder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me sadder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me madder?
I don't wanna do that no more
What's it doing for me, except making me sadder?

I want to know who you are when you're alone
'cos I didn't think that you'd be this way with me
I want to know who you are when you're alone
'cos I didn't think that you'd be this way with me

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