Sad Thoughts (prod. Rellim)

I deleted all my sad thoughts to begin again
Now they're just lingering in my recycle bin
Sew my mouth together so I won't have to speak again
Tied up on the titties yo my city wanna see me dead

Blazing burning hating hurting all the fucking passion now fading away

Cutting helping fucking help me I don't wanna be trapped here till I decay

I've tried getting on my feet but every time I fall
Right when I think I get it I can't stand tall
The weight of the world I'm nothing at all
The weight of the world I'm just gunna fall

Counting hundreds to fall asleep
Hoping I just wake up in my dreams
Wishing that these girls were all fucking fans of me
Why'd I expect that when they won't hold hands with me

Trust me baby I've been searching for a fucking remedy
Tired of these fuck boys always being ways in front of me
Taking all this OxyContin just for me to disappear
All these issues have a bonus of me having
Massive fear