Sad Face

Hey it's me Kendrix
And I boy got a message
That I may seem better
But I still got depression
Cause all this fucking pressure
Has got me fucking stressing
I may seem pretty calm
But that's the pills suppressing
Most my fucking friends are gone
No more kicking it
Trying to be so fucking grown
Now where's the fun in that
Wish that I can go back home
It's been a minute, damn
See my family grow so old
That shit be hitting man

But now that I'm out
My parents house
Im finally seeing what life's about
Struggle and doubt
Tearing me down
Im rotting while mobbing
This shity town
Save me now, save me how
Wonder if I'll ever sprout
Don't amount
Never proud
Sorry mom, I've failed, I vow
To make things right
I promise I will not give up
I'll fight the fight
I lay at night and wonder why
I have to live this fucking life
It's tiring
Shits so uninspiring
Can't get no fucking job
No one's hiring
Want to make it to the top
No declining
Rot till I fucking drop
Times expiring
Im fighting
To fit into society
My minds so far gone
Fuck anxiety
Sobriety, piloting
Self esteem is hiding
I admit, I feel like a puppet
Every move I make is controlled
It's like a script, but fuck it
Can't wait to kick the bucket