Sad.

Just this life.... I hate this life
Many tears lost, Pain no gain
This is rage, incarnate
In a hopeless stage, I will sulk in shame
I am not the same, I have lost my ways

I'm broken like my torso is, Heart replaced with a void vortex
I'm a shooken mofo, brother
Couldn't give a fuck if I died tonight, It beats complicated love...

I wanna die, I wanna cry.... I wanna cry and so I cry.... out

Step one, I drink and drink, Pour it down the throat of a hopeless man
Step two, I might blow out my brain.... But maybe she would just shake and shake
What brought me to these fucked up days?
How did I deserve anything that happened to come my way?
I wanna go back in time and change my fate, one day
And meet the girl of my dreams, Under different circumstances
Ones where we're not so defensive
Words hurt more than any piercing
Pierce my heart with fancy sentence
Sentence me to life in prison
Better than this damn torturing....

Six inner, sick sinner...(He is a.... He is a....)
(Triple) (THAT) Six inner (WITHIN HIM), sick sinner...

Trigger me, bitter me could not be functioning
Under the heartlessness is where the darkness is
Abyss in my soul, and devoid is my heart
Gravitational phobia with spark
When I look to the skies and see nothing but lies
Nothing but eyes with no hope inside
But try to see past the bad and be glad 'fore the mad, but look, no alas the anger is back
But to look past the past, I have to push past the sad.... And that is just tragic
How the FUCK I'm supposed to just keep moving
Sometimes I wonder how you do it, heh, truly

(You just don't know the half... You just don't know the half...)

My love.... You got that
My side.... You got that
My attention.... You earned that
Personality.... Def' got that

So How'm I supposed to act like you ain't just one of a kind?
How can I just act like I can push you aside?
I ain't.... I ain't mad
I.... I ain't mad.....