Sad but dealing

[sollitude]

I don’t wanna hate you no more it’s gettin harder/
Everyday we talking you taking a step further/
Replacing old me for a kid with a popped collar/
I still ain’t got your number but i know that you the caller/

Im sad but dealing baby im about to roll 2/
Im sad but dealing baby i don’t even know you/
Sad but dealing stacking money to the ceiling when i see you i be peeling im done dealing with the feelings/ x2

I used to think the moon would follow me follow me/
The thoughts of past june they just swallow me swallow me/
Yeah the first thing i seen was you/
Light bounce off your eyes in the perfect shade of blue/
And the shape of you/
Lemme stay for like a day or two/
Lovers under covers yeah she know the cue/
And i never wanna leave cuz you/
Making me believe that this love is really true/
It’s a true thang that i want a boo thang/
We can be in love like in the motherfuckng movies/
Sadly it’s just fiction addiction is what i’m fixing after kissing you/
So i’m tripping and flippin just cuz i’m missing you/
Imma ride with the top down/
Im getting top now/
Making these thoughts drown/
Down to the bottom they blocked out/
I don’t wanna think about you/
Better off alone but i’m still dreamin about you/
I won’t go with you/
I used to say that i would roll with you/
Forget about the past but i don’t know the truth/
My body need a cast man i ain’t bulletproof/
Don’t think about the past when you don’t know the truth/

[roland]

Looking through your phone got u up late at night/
Tryna come to terms with the fact you still like me/
Mama used to say fight for what you think's right/
But where we left off just don't seem very right to me/
Born just to die, can't even front, learned that from Bino, you know thats my man's/
Sitting with you, sitting with me, dressed in the furs just like Killa Cam/
What do you want? Know that'll get it. Doing it all without an advance/
Jewels from Dubai, vino from France, like im a beast, can I have a dance?/
You got me stressed out, can't even front, smoke cigarettes now/
Feel like I'm best out, he hard to hear, speak with your chest out/
You take my breath out, when I'm with you but you just give it away/
And you still chastise, wouldn't even give me any time of day/
Flying on jets now, where you wanna go baby, maybe Japan/
Stand for the crest now, RF baby I need me a stan/
Feeling alone now, in my room, solitude, nah that's my man's/
Said that she loved me. What a joke, know I ain't falling again/
And I know better, you can't trip me baby/ (know that I know x2)
For show baby, what was this love for?/(was it for show? x2)

[sollitude]

Was it for show/
Comforting you when you open the door/
You locked in my soul/
Im walking around with this love in my bones/
I don’t even know/
I still don’t feel happy when countin my dough/
I don’t need a hoe/
I some real love that just isn’t for show/