Sacrifice my sanity

[Intro]
Struggling to find sanity
Everything I do is in vain
Feel this in my brain
Think I'm going insane
But still, I remain

[Chorus]
We could be something or we could be nothing it's up to You
If I gave you my heart would you give me your heart too?
Left me in pieces without even a single clue
Now remains a question, what is there to do?

[Verse 1]
Pain is uncontrollable
One thing that pain is, is durable
Asking myself is this feeling curable?
Stomach going up and down
Trying to smile but all I do is frown
Feeling like a king without his crown
But I still feel so alone
Can't feel none, not a damn bone
My music attracts with its strong tone
Try to be sober, and remain bold
But truth be told
My head always feels cold
Tell myself I'm not me
I'm not who I say I could be
I wish everyone could just see
My heart is immovable
I thought my spot in their heart was undisputable
But I guess that's disputable

[Chorus]
We could be something or we could be nothing it's up to you
If I gave you my heart would you give me your heart too?
Left me in pieces without even a single clue
Now remains a question, what is there to do?

[Verse 2]
Words want to come out, but they won't come out
Want to be loud want to scream and shout
Want people to ask what is this about
But I know that won't happen
But I remain on my quest
To guide myself with the best
Separate me with the rest
My mind needs a rest
I don't know if I'm fine
So if I tell you I'm fine
I am probably lying
But you'll never see me crying
Wish I could just leave
But I know nothing's real
Might as well sign the deal

[Chorus]
We could be something or we could be nothing it's up to you
If I gave you my heart would you give me your heart too?
Left me in pieces without even a single clue
Now remains a question, what is there to do?

[Verse 3]
Wish memories would disappear
Wish my head could be clear
No more doubts
No more shouts
No more problems in myself
I know that I'm by myself
You can see the cards I dealt
You don't know all I felt
Heart might stop, heart might melt
See myself with all my trust
See my trust, all in dust
Just so used all in rust
Should I trust, oh I must
Thinking my head might bust
Problems are too big
Feeling like my life's been rigged
Look how much my sanity has digged
Now I think of myself, in a better place
All I need is some space
I already have lost the race
But that might not just be the case
Torture taken to the face
I know damn well the feeling I fought
In the end lessons, they taught
My mind you had bought

[Outro]
Hope I come to my senses
And pay the damages
But I will never be the same