S.A.Y.

[Verse 1]
I woke up in hell back in '94
Daddy never been to clubs or the liquor store
I was the first first one that my momma birth
Prop child I'm just guessing that's my father's curse
And I can't outrun none of my karama
Look how long I tried
I take my lost in stride
And I done been a lot of things
But never dead inside
I won't die on my knees
Promise to speak my mind
And if I'm up and never think twice
That I might lose my life
Daddy told me in this life ain't nothing certain
And you right ain't no security
And I ain't perfect
But my memoirs they gotta be
Just in case that he heard em
I hope thеy heard em

[Chorus x2]
I can tell you onе thing
I ain't tryna die here
Dog this my last year
Living in the state that I'm in
Pardon my mental just the place that I'm in
Covered in demons tryna-
Tryna get gone with the wind

[Verse 2]

How awful of him
Fuck off my dick
You know what they offering him
I'm sick of the shit
I switched up my bitch
Now it's-
Now it's all making sense
You gotta cut the arms off just to save the body
I feel like I'm the only person that can say they got me
And there is a difference in dying for it and doing a hobby
And I ain't doing no favors so don't think wrong of me
Cause I could never blame someone for not getting something I wanted

[Chorus x2]
I can tell you one thing
I ain't tryna die here
Dog this my last year
Living in the state that I'm in
Pardon my mental just the place that I'm in
Covered in demons tryna-
Tryna get gone with the wind