In this introspective look at Lund’s own drug use, he talks about his struggles with using substances to self-medicate, and wonders whether getting sober will make his life any better. He talks to the drugs he’s using like they’re a lover, consistently referring to them as “Baby girl” throughout the...
[Intro]
I know that a life without love
Is no life at all
[Verse 1]
Lately I been harboring my feelings, tryna hide
Drown myself in alcohol to kill the things inside
Maybe I should deal with all this pain
Easi--take a fuckin' bullet to my brain
THC and ethanol are running through my veins
Talking to myself, ask myself if I'm insane
Why can't I let it go? I'm addicted to the pain
Nothing but a low life, I can never change
[Chorus]
So baby girl just listen up
I think I've had enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
Baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
[Verse 2]
Girl I told you to leave me alone (It's a warning)
Only gonna hurt you, know I got them cold bones
You don't want to know what I know (That you're leaving)
Cause then if you did you would leave love alone
Takin' all these drugs to numb my pain
Since I lost your love I ain't never been the same
Endorphins are rushing through my brain
If only for a second still I know I feel it change
It's easy nowadays to be ashamed
But I wouldn't be the man I am if I don't take the blame
See I gave up my selfishness and pride
I gave up my everything when you walked out my life
[Bridge]
My sanity's been slipping
I been losing time
Gotta make a million
Before I lose my fucking mind
Should I keep her around or should I let her go?
Does it even make a fuckin' difference anymore?
[Chorus]
So baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
Baby girl just listen up
I think I've have enough of prescription love
Think it's time to let you go
Maybe I'm just broken down
I can't take no more
[Outro]
Fourteen when I cried
Sixteen when I lost my sight
Eighteen when I lost my brain
Nineteen I'm in love with pain
Twenty and I'm still the same
Fourteen when I cried
Sixteen- lost my-y-y-y sight
Eighteen when I lost- brain
Nineteen I'm in love with pain
Twenty and I'm still the same