Russian Roulette

[Intro]
(Kid, we going to the moon?)
Yeah

[Chorus]
Only thing been on my mind is money (My mind is money)
Sacrificing for my kids but they won't lose me tonight (They won't lose me tonight)
And life been throwing me battles, feel like my life don't matter
Scars and trauma, I had 'em (Scars and trauma, I had 'em)
Going in headfirst inside this war without a army (Without a army)
Been scared to face my problems the way they haunt me (The way they haunt me)
Cry when you broke when I was too scared to show it
My destination ain't too far, I'm headin' for it (I'm headin' for it)

[Verse 1]
Russian roulette, I got my life in my hands (Russian roulette)
I don't shed tears, when I cry, you wouldn't understand (Wouldn't understand)
Even when I can't be there for you, I try my best I can (I swear)
Risking it for you, I might die but I'm takin' a chance (Fuck it)
Been runnin' barefoot in the rain through the forest (Through the forest)
They ain't accepted me inside this place, I got deported (I got deported)
Went the mile for you, when it came to me, I was shorted (I was shorted)
Made you proud when you treated me like I wasn't important
It wasn't enough, I gave you everything I got (Oh-oh)
Didn't mean much to you but to me it meant a lot (Oh-oh)
I cherish the simplest things, you cherish material things
I ain't wanna believe that you changed, open up to you 'bout my pain

[Chorus]
Only thing been on my mind is money (Money)
Sacrificing for my kids but they won't lose me tonight (But they won't lose me tonight)
And life been throwing me battles, feel like my life don't matter
Scars and trauma, I had 'em (Problems and trauma, I had 'em)
Going in headfirst inside this war without a army (Without a army)
Been scared to face my problems the way they haunt me (The way they haunt me)
Cry when you broke when I was too scared to show it
My destination ain't too far, I'm headin' for it (I'm headin' for it)

[Verse 2]
I'm so scared to be alive, I want my heart beating (I want my heart beating)
When it come to war everybody dying, nobody getting even (Nobody getting even)
Even though a lot of them niggas died, I still miss my brothers
Even though them crackers maxed our time, still had beef with each other (Oh-oh)
Yeah, yeah
Lil' niggas not in school, they runnin' 'round with a gun (Runnin' 'round with a gun)
You think it's cool to be in beef?
You can't survive where I'm from (You can't survive where I'm from)
I swear this street shit so dead, get you some money or some (Get you some money or some)
Nigga, stop chasing all these bitches, they all gon' leave when you gone (Leave when you gone)
I loved my brother when he had crossed my dog, all for to kill him (Oh-oh)
When I thought about it, it flashed memories, better luck I remember it (Oh-oh)
And from the times when I ain't had shit, I'm admiring my wrists (Oh-oh)
Never gave my heart to a bitch

[Chorus]
Only thing been on my mind is money (Mind is money)
Sacrificing for my kids but they won't lose me tonight (But they won't lose me tonight)
And life been throwing me battles, feel like my life don't matter
Scars and trauma, I had 'em (Scars and trauma, I had 'em)
Going in headfirst inside this war without a army (Without a army)
Been scared to face my problems the way they haunt me (The way they haunt me)
Cry when you broke when I was too scared to show it
My destination ain't too far, I'm headin' for it (I'm headin' for it)

[Outro]
Man, leave the streets while you can, man
Fuck everything, fuck everybody
Go be great
Going in headfirst inside this war without a army (Without a army)
Been scared to face my problems the way they haunt me (The way they haunt me)
Cry when you broke when I was too scared to show it (Oh-oh)
My destination ain't too far, I'm headin' for it (Oh-oh)
Yeah, yeah, yeah
Yeah, yeah