Rush

[Verse 1]
Look
Now take a good look at me
Couple demons on my shoulders
Shit weighing on my mind, these thoughts
Feel like boulders, I'm off it
When I smoke this often
I might choke, this coughing gets me closer
A little bit of closure
Sipping on this water when I really want ambrosia
When they told me
"Always count your blessings
Tried shit, failed
Then you use it as a lesson
Don’t repeat it nigga, always try to keep them guessing"
So I guess I failed
But yes I will keep uphill
I've been down but I ain't kneel
And that’s gotta count for something right?
Yeah, to turn this anguish into something nice
The wrong answers usually hold answers
So even when you call, know I probably won't answer
It's not part of the plan
Part of me can't, take it apart and try it again
Like

[Chorus]
Maybe I'm right
And maybe I'm wrong
Maybe I try
And maybe I fall
Maybe I'm lost
Running in circles
All of it's hurtful
And I don’t like hurting
But maybe I’m right
And maybe I'm wrong
And maybe I try
And maybe I fall
Maybe I’m lost
Running in circles
All of it's hurtful
And either way I ain't rushing no more
Either way I ain't rushing no more
Either way I ain’t rushing no more
Either way I ain't rushing no more
I ain't rushing no more