​running (out of options // out the door)

[Pre-Chorus]
My fucking god, I dont know, I'm run- I dont know what to do anymore.  I'm running out of options, I'm running out the door. I hoped to die before 18 but that didn't happen so now I'm stuck here. Hopeless, there is no way out. I'm drowning myself in these sounds and every day I die inside. I do not want to open my eyes

[Chorus]
I dont know what to do anymore
I'm running out of options, running out the door
I hoped to die before 18
But that didn't happen, now I'm stuck here
Hopeless, there is no way out
I'm drowning myself in these sounds
And every day I die inside
I do not want to open my eyes

[Verse]
Talentless, worthless, I dont know what to do
I was hoping that this day would never come but it came too soon
I had one way out but I realized now
That it won't work out, I won't survive after all
I made it far enough
Dont wanna go forward anymore
I do not wanna live in this world
Hating every thing and every one
You will never know what it's like to be one of us
These thoughts go back and forth and they never shut up
But even disresgarding the psychological aspect of it all
These things that are required of me are my downfall
I dont wanna go anywhere, dont wanna be anything
I just wish that this world could let me be-e-e-aagh

[Chorus]
I dont know what to do anymore
I'm running out of options, running out the door
I hoped to die before 18
But that didn't happen, now I'm stuck here
Hopeless, there is no way out
I'm drowning myself in these sounds
And every day I die inside
I do not want to open my eyes

[Post-Chorus]
I dont know what to do anymore
I'm running out of options, running out the door
I hoped to die before 18
But that didn't happen, now I'm stuck here
Hopeless, there is no way out
I'm drowning myself in these sounds
Every day I die inside
I do not want to open my eye-eye-s

[Outro]
I do not want to open my eye-eye-s