Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
Sonya Kitchell
This song is about the fear that as one (especially a female) grows up and begins to take on the role of an adult and conforming to societal norms (i.e. putting on makeup) that one begins to lose oneself in “what [they] become” and how, at the moment, she is not ready for it; indeed, she’s “been run...
[Verse 1]
I'm not ready
To paint my face
And cover
All that lies beneath
If that disappoints you
I'm sorry to say
I will be no accomplice
To a thief
[Verse 2]
Just like this river
That flows in between
All the wrecks
And the brambles in the waves
You can build a dam
You can force it upstream
But the water
Always gets away
[Chorus]
I've been running from
I'm running from
The fear I'll lose myself
In what I become
And I don't wanna be
Under the gun
[Post-Chorus]
Please give me the strength to find
I don't have to run
[Verse 3]
My mama told me
"Child," she said
"You're beautiful
You're beautiful to me"
I said, "Mama
Wish I was in your head
'Cause despite your words
I really do not see"
[Chorus]
I've been running from
I'm running from
The fear I'll lose myself
In what I become
And I don't wanna be
Under the gun
[Post-Chorus]
Please give me the strength to find
I don't have to run
[Chorus]
I've been running from
I'm running from
The fear I'll lose myself
In what I become
And I don't wanna be
Under the gun
[Outro]
Please give me the strength to find
I'm not the only one
Please give me the strength to find
I don't have to run